She come running to men like moth with trainers

I stand outside Buckingham Palace . Is only half-past seven. I too early for plane, so I make detour: I think I perhaps see HRH the Queen or at least Queen Camilla; is memory of England I wish to be having. I waving but then I see curtain closed at HRH’s window. She may be wanting to avoid talking from her family about what they is doing for Christmas for as long as is possible.

I coming back to Estonia and my future with Arvo Pitkin. He man who we knows what we is getting, even if it is mainly fridge magnets. He not changing his personality half-way through (like some others). I thinking of Arvo and his personal qualities and sure will remember one. I remember my friend Kaja say she has found several in Mart when she sends out search party.

I thinking serious-like what I does here. I coming to England for escaping Estonia; I feeling too sophisticated for my home country and is reading all these things about England and run away to show my mother that I do not have to spend forty years in wood factory and marry hairy man. I even thinking I more sophisticated than Kaja and Mart because they saving up for leather armchair and does not wish to see the world. But I is learnt, it is Monika who is not sophisticated. She come running to men like moth with trainers. She think she is special star on soap opera who get all best words to say. I hoping Kaja and Mart forgive me. Taitsa jama!