Have marked recipe in Nigella Lawson

Re. tonight’s dinner party, have marked recipe in Nigella Lawson. (She very famous English cookery, er, person. Monika, why am I starting to sound like you?). Theo only allowed to watch American Wrestling if does piano practice. Make sure children in bed by time I get home. Terminator 2 as special treat. Remember fish fingers.
Sorry, page 29. Crab Linguini.

Bella x


Hide the Simply Red CDs. (picture of man called Mick Hucknell in white suit). Remember to light John Galliano candle as soon as fish fingers over. Check kids have done minimum homework – do not do Fay’s for her this time. Teacher suspects her encyclopaedic knowledge of Estonian needlework. And under no circumstances offer Theo’s Bob the Builder biscuits to guests. They are part of his introduction to Life Skills and he hasn’t yet mastered washing the hands or removing the black bits. Sophie has Eric visiting this evening. Keep her bedroom door open at all times!

Bella.


I happy in Tesco (supermarket, most of depressed people in Crouch End are here, I think). This is because I doing shopping for dinner party and imagine I is famous cook like Nigella Lawson who wear pretty dress and is doing cookery for our dinner party. Then I remember it is me and my face soon as long as my father’s when he hears Soviet Union no more and will not take his beetroots for burning in power stations no longer. My breathing funny like dog you leave in hot car.

‘Follow your breath slowly - and relax each part of your body as you move on Life’s Journey.’ I hear voice from loudspeaker thing that just now saying breaded chicken wings.
‘We are only grains of sand in existence’s big quarry. We should remember this at every moment, Monika.’
Is Shiva Eric. He wearing white coat and hat and his badge say: Eric Bassett, Assistant Master Baker.
He put down microphone and put arm around me.
‘It’s important to see the symbolic significance of what we are afraid of.’
‘Mainly poisoning English family and finding even dog owners in Polva do not want me anymore,’ I say.
‘Will Eric Bassett please go to fresh curry immediately and then see the duty supervisor,’ says another microphone voice.
‘None of us can escape our spiritual destinies,’ he say. He go off to fresh curry. I think he trying to tell me something.